From the beginning my object to kill God and destroy Existence, while having Jenny's love. I have done all three. In the opposite order stated is truth.
Hating myself again for feeling the perceived inadequacies that come along with being me. Now, don't get me wrong, I have seen plenty of short comings, but not I haven't somehow been able to compensate for.
I'm torn what to do. I want to fuck them both, but it doesn't seem to be adding up right to have a healthy relationship with either one of them. I'm torn with what to do. I have no clue. Any suggestions?